Painger

Have you ever stubbed your toe, or something along those lines, and instantly you become extremely angry? It happens to me quite often. I don't get mad at anyone or even any thing specifically. It just immediately ruins my mood.

A few days ago I got out of the shower and had some water in my ears. I decided to grab a couple Q-tips to clean them out and dry them. I grabbed two without looking at them and stuck them in my ears. I immediately realized the the one that went in my left ear didn't have any cotton on it. It was just a plastic stick I had shoved into my ear. It ruined my entire morning.

A couple of weeks ago my wife and I were at Home Depot looking for some wood for a project. While examining the various products we both bent over at the same time and hit our heads together, pretty hard. We both stood up with angry faces and didn't want to talk about it. We weren't mad at each other, just at the situation. It actually became kind of funny pretty quick, because of how mad we had both just become.

Just yesterday at work I turned in my chair and pinched my finger between my chair and my desk. I was in a bad mood for hours!

Why do we get so mad about pain in small doses? Or am I the only one who experiences this? Does anyone else have similar experiences? Am I losing my mind?

It's reached the point where I don't ever want to move when I'm in a good mood. I feel like I'm always standing on a dangerous precipice and I could fall at any moment. Everything seems to be out to get me and make me paingry and I can't tell if it's real life or if it's a dream. Even now I don't know if I'm really writing this or if I'm dreaming it. I'd pinch myself to make sure this isn't a dream, but then I'd just be in a bad mood when I woke up.